But ended up starting late by an hour please accept my apologies…
During the performance today ; a part of me is feeling happy…
Another part of me is feeling sorry… :’(
Frankly speaking my condition isn’t good; but this would be an excuse.if I’m a professional…
... It’s important that I should be able to take care of my own condition well like a professional; but I didn’t … =’((
Once again I’m truly sorry …and please accept my apologies…
Also thank you for your understanding…
I’m always feeling thankfull to everyone …
To let everyone know that I’m thankfull today ; I have worked hard preparing for it…but I realize my body and my heart feel differently and I’m frustrated about it.
Today , with my feeling of sorry to everyone ; I will do my best on the stage.
I’d also like to make a promise to everyone next year , I’d like to perform not at a big venue but at a smaller venue…
So that I am able to meet each and everyone of you, who come from afar…
((here hj just close his eyes and trying to control himself;and fans call his name loudly and …finally he can’t control himself then his tears came down … Leader is Crying now! … :’(( …but he drank some water to be ok and control these feelings ; but it didn’t have any result; then,,, tears … tears … tears…))
Leader hardly try to say something but just some small words can go out from his mouth … his feelings make all of us ; and the fans there, crying and go crazy :’’’(((
Fans, loudly: kim hyun joong … kim hyun joong … kim hyun joong …..
And hyun said : thank you all … though my voice isn’t in a good condition , for the next song I’d like to sing “if you’re like me” …
Though it has been prepared , but I’d really like to sing how I feel here.
I’ll be singing this without the music…
And then said for those who have heared it before ; please sing together…
Another time , he lose his control and trying to not cry…!
Eventhough HJ open his mouth to sing 3 times ..! but can’t start …
He gave fans his precious smile and after 3 times, finally start to sing with all his feelings… with all he has … with his heart ……….
He sang a different “if you are like me” song that you can understand the difference JUST “”with your heart”” ………………………………….
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thanks Sheida Zakeri …
(( i just write what i feel and see from hyunii + En trans on the video))
thanks to @lovekimhyunjoong.